I now remember one of the first poems I ever wrote.  It was in 1986-87.  I was a child who had a crush on a boy. I remember his name but can’t write it down (even though it’s part of the poem…it starts the poem…
(O—-  I—–) is as cold as a fish

He’s got a cold fish heart

And he makes me sick

circa 1987

I don’t quite remember why I was so upset with him. But I remember this poem.